Soul Mates

Do soulmates exist?

Are there really someone in this world that are meant to be just for you?

What about the theory that soulmates are a part of yourself that have been separated from you before you were born, and whom you spend your entire life searching for? What about it that makes you want to believe in it?

How about the Japanese tale which suggests that you are connected to your soulmate by an invisible red thread around your pinky finger?

How do you recognize him when you meet him?

What if you never bump into her for the rest of your lives?

What happens then?

Do soulmates exist?

Do you believe in them?

When the mood comes, the photos come

I am bored…i am bored..i am bored…i am so bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Somebody please suggest something for me to do…aside from cleaning, washing, watching dramas or animes or movies, playing the sims, trying to beat the boss from FFX, staring into space, staring into my laptop or reading books…

I’ve tried those (albeit a little unwillingly for the cleaning and washing part)..but i’m still bored..

Here are some random pics from my Japan trip:

futons are incredibly comfortable after a long day walking

this is for u, sano V

beautiful sakura…

see, i told you i saw cats hugging..

like owner, like dogs

green tea ice cream, yum yum!

Credit: These photos are courtesy of my sis :)

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You are my punch bag

During my time in the US, I kept a diary so that I could write down all the things that I experienced there. My roommate Jia Jia had a diary too, and she wrote in it everyday without fail. But it was hard for me to follow her. I found it taxing to write down every little thing that happened during the day.

Funny, but my mood to write only came when I was lonely or sad or afraid or angry or (put down every negative emotions that humans ever had). In the end, my diary was choke full of negative feelings and experiences, with only a few positive ones. Maybe it was like a punch bag for me, an outlet of some sorts, my unfortunate little diary.

But it really helped me though. My bad feelings “go away” after I wrote them down.

Maybe that is why I don’t like to write down good feelings and positive memories. I was afraid that they will “go away” too.

My diary should have been the one named “a puppy’s woes”, not my blog :).

When I read back what I had wrote back then, I am glad that I had overcame those feelings now. I definitely grew stronger in the process. And I am glad that I have that process all written down in my unfortunate little punch bag.

Please help this little black puppy

I am not sure if any of you have heard about the Pulau Ketam case. To cut the story short, the villagers of Pulau Ketam dumped 300 stray dogs into an uninhabitable small island filled with snakes and quicksand without any food or drinks. Many dogs have died. The surviving dogs have no choice but to resort to eating other dogs’ dead bodies. If nobody help them, they too will die. This is my first time appealing for help. Please help if you are able to. If you are not able to help directly, please pray for them too. Hope their suffering will end soon.

This is a video of the rescuers trying to rescue a dog (who is later to be named Mercy) who came out to eat the food they left there. But they failed to capture it until the next day.

It really breaks my heart to see how thin the dog is. I didn’t really feel the gravity of the situation until I saw this video. Now i see their suffering and i couldn’t stop crying..

About the music…

Quoted from http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/updates.html

“Music Notes: Miserere Mei by Allegri                                          (used here under license and with permission)
This is the very piece that young Mozart heard sung in the Cistene Chapel on his first visit to Italy and, because church music was never made available to the outside world by the Roman Catholic Church, Mozart memorized the entire composition. He only heard it once, and amazed everyone by writing it down, note for note, from his memory after the service. Miserere Mei, Deus is also translated as "Wretched me, Lord" and "Have Mercy On Me, Oh God"”

A Game of Tag

Tagged by yiyi again…haha. This is different from the previous one (reader: did u even finish the previous 100 questions?) Me:errr….

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?          Wah…first question supposed to be warm-up first but this is…so not warm-up. Forehead?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?                            Dizzy…no idea what was happening when Dad woke me up from my exciting dream to say it’s time for lunch

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?               Jason, inside the korean bbq restaurant

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?                                                     Definitely not…haha

5. Will you ever donate blood?                                                                               If i ever reach the minimum weight required, i might consider it…

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?      Most of my best friends are of the opposite sex…guys are easier to deal with, i suppose..

7. Do you want someone to be dead?                                                                Yes, those really evil characters from TVB dramas who always frame the innocent ones..made my blood boil just watching them

8. What does your last text message says?                                                 Let me check…it was a “ 啊？”from orang utan..haha..

9. What are you thinking right now?                                                                   I think my dog has ear infection..worried…dunno can send him to the vet or not…

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?                              Erm…couldn’t think of anyone..i supposed not..i’m happy by myself

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?                             What’s up with the constant preoccupation with this kind of questions in tags like this….around 5 to 6 am i think

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?                              Oh..this one? Hmm…some shopping mall in KL..couldn’t remember exactly

13. Is someone on your mind right now?                                                    Yes…the vet…can you come to my home right now?

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?                                      Orang utan…who asked me a very strange question..haha

I guess i need to choose 10 persons here…hmm..this is weird…and awkward..here goes

{Amanda, Kee Li, Jason, Snow T, yiyi, JunJun, Hongaun, Jovinho,  Lee, Eddie my oppa} This does not mean i tagged u or anything, it’s just for the sake of answering…

15. Who is no.3 having a relationship with?                                                       I wish i know…haha

16. Is no.2 a male or a female?                                                                      Kee Li, are u male or female ah? haha..of coz female le..

17. If no.4 and no.1 get together, would it be good?                             Could not even imagine that…one is my sister..the other one is like my sister…sisterly love?

18.What is no.10 studying about?                                                             Oppa? Becoming a chef..hehe

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?                                Lazy to list down one by one…

20. Is no.4 single?                                                                                                 Nope..

21. Say something about no.2?                                                                          My best friend in college, loves makeup, bikini, chattin in MSN and listening to music while working….lol…

22. What do you think about no.7 & no.8 being together?                      who is no.7 and no.8…opps…omg…LOL!!

23. Describe no.9                                                                                                  He is my “brother-in-law”…he wants me to go to Korea next year to marry his brother who is in the army..my first close Korean friend…aiming to be the world’s best chef…:)

24. What will you do if no.5 n no.7 fight?                                                         Sit back and watch?…haha…they don’t even know each other!

25.  Do you like no.1?                                                                                            Do I like my own sister? Wat do you think?

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Kiss the Rain

I fell in love with this song the first time i heard it

On Learning

Life sucks when you don’t have any purpose…hanging around everyday, wondering what are u going to do today, ending up doing the same thing as yesterday.

I thrive when u give me a purpose because then i know that i am not wasting my life away, one day at a time. That’s why i have taken up learning all by my own initiative. Learning Japanese, that is.

Back in school, I didn’t have much problems with grades simply because i love learning. Even though u won’t find me reading textbooks when there’s no exams (unlike my younger sis), i wouldn’t be too unhappy either when i need to study for exams. In fact, it gave me a certain kind of joy because it was like discovering something new about a subject, a language or the world.

Yes, sometimes i hated it, it was tiring, need to memorize so many things in so little time blablablaaa….but tat feeling of achievement that i got at the end of the day…satisfied me.

And I became a happy person. 

Memories & Hope

 

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains

As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits

Such beautiful words…

100 Questions and Answers – Part 3

I kind of regretted posting my tag here…because updating my blog with all those parts is not as fun as I thought..it became quite a chore…blame my lazy side..

The next part…

40. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Any store with cheap clothes, Walmart or MPH Bookstore! I will buy lots and lots of books that I never read.

41. What time is bed time?
Recently? 4 to 5 am.

42. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Nope..i don't think i will qualify

43. How many tattoos do you have?
None. I like clean skin.

44. If you don't have any, would you think of getting one?
I don't think so.

45. What did you do for your last birthday?
Went out with roomates to celebrate in Pizza Hut. Before that, had a really funny stage rehearsal for my Performing Arts play....with wigs and stuff..wink wink Kenny.

46. Do you carry a donor card?
No...but i think people who do are cool.

47. Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
My family la..who else

48. Is the glass half-empty or half-full?
Half-full!

49. What's the farthest away place that you have been?
USA. It didn't feel tattt far..

50. When's the last time you ate a home-grown tomatoes?
I don't eat tomato on its own. My family don't grow tomatoes either.

51. Have you ever won a trophy?
Nope :( I sucked at sports.

52. Are you a good cook?
Sometimes...i cooked for myself when I was in the US..although only simple meals

53. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Never tried before..don't get to use the car that much :(

54. If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
My soulmate...haha

55. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Definitely. But I wished it looked nicer..

56. Do you touch-type?
You mean on the keyboard? Yes...getting better..

57. What's under your bed?
Dust, dust and more dust

58. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I think it can happen, but not to me.

59. Think fast, what do you like right now?
Erm....dramas?

100 Questions and Answers – Part 2

As promised, here are the remaining questions…actually, i answered all of them in facebook ad…but since i promised, well…(reader: nobody is reading ur stupid questions so dont bother) well, reader..i’m a person who keeps her promises! i don’t care wat u say!

Here goes…

21. Do you like to dance?
Yeah...i used to dance during my high school..it was fun

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I am seriously considering this actually...

23. Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
Yes, it does! But it's in cantonese...figure it urself haha..but i will give u a hint -> use my full name

24. Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Wait, let me check. It's my dad calling to remind me to take back the clothes hanging outside coz it’s raining…

25. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Some brochure from some colleges that i plan to go to.

26. Last time you swam in a pool?
Mark brought me and chea chea (Jia Jia) to the homestead's indoor pool at nite...and we swam away secretly..until a guard discovered us and kicked us out!

27. Type of music you like most?
Music that invokes some kind of feelings in me

28. Type of music you dislike most?
Annoying ones

29. Are you listening to music right now?
Nope

30. What colour is your bedroom carpet?
My bedroom doesn't have carpetss

31. If you could change something about your home, without worrying about expense or mess, what would you do?
I will turn my bedroom into one of those bilik contoh from magazines, add a room filled with only books, couch and piano and add a swimming pool in the garden!

32. What was the last thing you bought?
Central Pahang bus ticket from KL to Bentong =.=" Damn expensive too

33. Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
Yes...but it was a long long time ago. i’m always having difficulties breathing when i’m in the back seat of someone driving fast…i can’t stand the wind slamming into my face

34. Would you go bungee-jumping or sky-diving?
I don't know...i don't even dare to ride genting's skyshot (is tat wat it is called?)

35. Do you have a garden?
Yes, in my house. But it's full of dog shit..haha

36. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Of coz! Being singing it for over 13 years of my school life. Oh wait...i tried just now but i got stuck in the middle...aiks

37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
"Oh, it's afternoon already? Time for lunch!"

38. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
Matsumoto Jun or Hideaki Takizawa. I wouldn't even touch my lunch coz I will be too busy staring at them..haha

39. Who sent the last text message you received?
Hotlink Gift

 

Note: If u see some differences between the answers here and the one in my facebook, it’s because i have updated them since i only posted it here now ^.^

Enjoy reading…..